Is This A Bud?

If you follow me on social media you know this month I announced a bit of a break.

Through the season of Eastertide I’ve decided to delete my social media apps and take an intentional break from creating the short-form content that often clouds up my professional brainspace.

On a personal level, the endless scrolling has been fueled by my Enneagram 9 narcotizing avoidance. What am I avoiding?

This article I’m writing now. Which I’ve tried to write a dozen or more times over the last 2 years.

Because buried deep in between the lines of writing here is a deep internal wrestling that I’ve been working through for my entire life. And this Spring through a series of unrelated and unplanned events a lot has been unveiled to me about some of my deepest struggles and the common thread of call running through my life.

Let’s back up so you get the picture.